Thinking of a change

[traumprinzen]

I cannot just lay in bed and mope forever. I know I cannot. But it feels like my world has ended. But I have work to do. I have a new show to start filming. I have a leading role. And there is another show that I have to be more quiet about, but it is a co-starring part. I need to get up and make myself do this. But it is hard. I feel like there is nothing I can do. I feel like this will just happen again and I do not want to feel like this anymore. But I do not know what to do.

So I am thinking that maybe I need to make a change about myself. I know it is strange, but I feel that i need to start fresh. He really really liked my hair...so maybe if I cut it all off... I will have to look at my contracts and see if I am even allowed to change my image like that. But if I can...

Fans. Friends. Family.

What do you think about this style?

Comments

[haratetsu]

Change is great to make yourself feel better, but you shouldn't do it because you feel like you have to.

Although, I believe that haircut would look absolutely hot on you.

[traumprinzen]

Perhaps...I can get it cut on your show? And donate it to that place that makes wigs for cancer patients. Would this be okay?

[haratetsu]

That. Is a fabulous idea! I absolutely love it! I'll be sending you an official invitation today.

[traumprinzen]

I will look for it then. I will tell my agent that this is what I want. Cousin Keigo provided me with the most wonderful person as my agent. He has been truly wonderful. So much better than the last one by a long bit.

[haratetsu]

Go for it then! Change is life! And if even your agent will support it, there's no reason to hesitate. Although, I admire how bold you are. I'd never be able to cut my hair like that. Not without a panic attack and tears.

[traumprinzen]

It is difficult to do an image change because I am a supermodel as well. I have a specific image. However, cutting my hair will not hurt it and if I hate it, it will always grow back. So there is no loss. Only gain, yes?

[haratetsu]

Yes. True. :) And as I already said, you'd be smoking hot. Have you ever considered a color change, by the way? Usually that helps a change in image lots too. Nothing too drastic, mind you, just a few strands of darker blond into it could be a total win too.

[traumprinzen]

Color? Both my upcoming series need me blond though. But perhaps I could get away with that. Or a strawberry coloring all through it. This is the right words, yes?

[ooc: he means Strawberry Blond highlights. Lilia's masterful Japanese strikes again!]

[haratetsu]

You mean strawberry highlights, or completely dying it strawberry? I'd definitely go for highlights, although I'd say hazel would be more your color. But you want to discuss that with your stylist ;) I always find highlights go best with blond. They give it a nice touch of individuality and freedom.

[ooc: that's cute x3 And Tetsuya gets it. More or less.]

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[traumprinzen]

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[auralhoney]

Do you really think that a haircut would cure your aching heart, Liliadent-kun? One's hair is merely an extension of themselves, and therefore will not entirely cut an old flame from your heart.

But having said that, I can't advocate that you don't get it. I happen to think you would look very nice with that style.

[traumprinzen]

Yes...no...I do not know... but cutting it would be a symbol of my willingness to change, yes? To grow stronger and rise above? Plus it does grow.

You think so? You are the second who has said this.

[auralhoney]

It would, I was simply asking if you thought shedding your hair would impact how you felt. You do have a point, I admit.

Unfortunately I believe I may be biased, since my hair is similar. It's quite the nice haircut. I do think it would suit you, though. Perhaps when you do it, I could tag along and get myself a trim as well? In case you should need moral support.

[traumprinzen]

I...cannot answer that until I do it. But I feel that it will be a good thing. At least I am hoping it will be.

To the cut I am looking to do? I am doing it on the HaruTetsu show. A public hair cutting to usher in the new me. But support would be good. I tell Tetsuya that I am okay, but I have had long hair since I can remember and it is actually very scary to think I will not need my hair ties much longer. But I will be strong and I will do it because this is what I want.

[auralhoney]

If nothing else, I'm sure you will at least have some weight very literally lifted from your shoulders. Which, I happen to hear is very freeing.

Oh, well. I'm afraid that I cannot accompany you, then. And no, not the same cut. I'm just getting a little shaggier than usual and thought perhaps to hit two birds with one stone. Have no fear, however. I will be cheering you on none-the-less.

[traumprinzen]

It is very heavy and takes forever to dry.

Danke. And I hope you have a good trim as well.

[auralhoney]

You do have a very lovely and thick head of hair, though I would never say that would be my favorite part of you.

Thank you as well, but I won't be going in for a while now. It might be interesting to toy with fans. Have you thought to do that as well?

[traumprinzen]

Toy with fans? I do not understand? Why would I do this? I want them to like me. Would that not be mean to the fans?

[auralhoney]

Hmm... How to put this? When you interact with your fans, do you tease them? They sometimes really like that. They get the feeling that you're talking only to them.

[traumprinzen]

Not really. It is hard for me to make jokes because I still have issues with the language sometimes. I do not wish to say something and it to be wrong and make them all hate me.

[auralhoney]

I'm far from being the most educated on my own language, but I'm versed enough to be of assistance. So, perhaps if you need help you can contact me?

[traumprinzen]

I will do that then, should I need help. Right now, I am just trying my best to answer all my fan mail. Recently, I learned to write my name in Kanji instead of Hiragana, so I am signing my mail with that as well as my normal signature as a gift to my fans.

[auralhoney]

They must appreciate the sentiment. I very much would, if I received a letter from you in that manner. You're as dedicated as you are good at your craft, and dare I say it my own fans would be lucky to have half that attention. They're very lucky~

[traumprinzen]

Your kind words make me happy to hear. I will keep working hard for them. I love my fans and I hope they continue to support me.